smoke for smoke


Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Too Much Lungicide

I've been smoking entirely too many cigarettes. I was doing fine until I got here to New York, where my dad and mom are constantly smoking and I'm spending long, bored nights online where it's easy to unthinkingly reach over and pick up a cigarette. I'm smoking half, sometimes 15 cigarettes a day. Today was a little better, not as many, and tomorrow will be less. I'm tired of tasting and smelling smoke, and tasting like and smelling like smoke.

Tobacco is great and all, but when I don't feel the nicotine, I know I need to cut back.

So, I'm on holiday right now. This means I won't have much to post on wfw for until I'm back doing wfw-esque stuff.

However, I do have something to say:
I lost all of my mp3s, all of my dirty pictures and videos, and a lot of other stuff stored under 'My Documents' when I had to use a programme to change my password from outside windows. The website where I got the programme said 'you will not be able to access your files unless you remember your password.'
This, I thought, meant that if I did remember my password eventually, I could access the files again.
It did not.
They are lost.
Weep with me.